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Wednesday, October 10, 2007


Today is graduation day.



And this officially marks the end to our jc schooling life. Whoa man time realli flies la. I must say tho.. tt jc life has been the most horrendous time of my life- mentally n physically draining. In j1, the long choir hours + work drained me. In j2, jus the work alone is enuf to drain me out. Jc life really sucks the life outta ppl. Well admittedly i dun have good time management xP So i end up sleeping late hours n repaying my 'sleep debt' during lectures.. XP. I think i slept thru almost every lecture in J1 la. I'm not exaggerating. N boasting at how slack i am. In fact i feel quite exasperated at myself. J2 was abittt better. I try ok... to stay awake n listen.. but sometimes really bth.. den i slowly( n unknowingly) fall asleep. Every tutorial was rushed thru without me really understanding anything. Everyday i attend lessons feeling zombiefied. Sometimes i really get so upset with myself- why i jus cant focus. why my grades so sai. why i so slow--- sometimes it gets really depressing.. i think i've never hated myself so much before. So i'm GLAD tt this part of my life is FINALLY gonna be OVER.



But u noe.. despite all these, i dun think i've ever dreaded going to school at all. I also dint dread the long choir hours(most of the time at least =P) And really all this is becos God has placed such wonderful ppl around me. My choir frens.. my class frens.. my class.. my teachers. They're all really such fun n wonderful ppl. I reallyreally will miss all the times we had together.. i will so miss eating n joking with my class.. i will so miss bullying doris... i will so miss all the crapping, joking n laughing for no good reason with Sabby Val n Kiaming.. i will miss going to hist lessons with Geok Yan n my nu er Chen en whom i got to noe better this year, n all the ppl in my class =)) All the ppl i see ard in sch.. all the lessons.. the funny times n even the mundane things.. i will miss so much. I think if it wasn't for the great frens n ppl i have known.. i might jus have collapsed. I reallyreally hope that.. even after jc.. we'll still click like a house on fire n laugh n crap together like we used to. (Jus like me n my dear sec sch frens =D) aww man i'm feeling super emo now. HAHAHA X)) Mug Hard Peeps! We'll get thru this together! =))



As we go on.. we remember... all the times we had together.... and as our lives change... come whatever.. we will still be... frens forever(:


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