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Monday, March 24, 2008


Finally I'm BLOGGING!!

i think i say tt almost everytime i blog... hahahaha

Well uh.. lemme say CONGRATTSS to those who did GREAT for A's X)
and DUN WORRY hu those hu dint do as well as expected... cos... it's not the end of the worllddd and there's always a light at the end of the tunnel! Hope everyone gets into their desired Unis =DD

Haha.. I dint do very well.. in fact its acty quite suckkyy but u noe... wen i saw my results.. i heaved a BIG sigh of relieve.. *PPPPPPPPhhhhhhhhhhhhhOOOoooooooooooooooooooooo* XD
Well the results were kinda expected.. so im pretty fine with it tho it aint good =D

You see I have low expectations of myself. Aha. Never did have high expectations wen it comes to academics anw. In fact i was sooo thankful i scraped a B for Chem cos i felt i totally screwed the paper! And well... getting C for maths...dunno how come got C lei I oso felt the paper was quite easy... mus be sumwhere got careless mistakes(as usual) and others did reallyreally well i guess. Anw... from Consistent Us to a C is lk quite a feat huh? Seriously I have never got past 35 marks for maths all thruout my Jc life(save for one stats test) so i ought to be quite thankful huh?
See I told you i have low expectations of myself. Aha. Well it's good to be optimistic XD

Anyway, upon some self reflection, i think i deserved my mediocre grades..
handled my jc life pretty badly i wud say... slpin late...making up the lack of slp in lectures n still not studying as hard as i shud have. I felt i worked harder for o lvls and even Psle than for A's!

Maybe cos i was studying subjs i Dun like and have no aptitude in?
Then again I dun think i have any flair for any subjects.. ahaha.

Anyway it feels real good to let go the burden of fearing the worst.
I'm just so thankful tt I have the chance to go Uni... to be emancipated from the dark ol' Jc days and start on a fresh, clean slate =D
I'm just so glad I have the chance to move on! I'll Study harder in UNI! REALLY I WILL!!
I never want to have that pathetic feeling of having no motivation to study again.. i wanna be MOTIVATED and WORK HARDERR!

I wanna LISTEN during LESSONS and MUGG lk i was supposed to MUG in JC but obviously DINT

I wanna make sure i have my 7 hrs of SLEEP a DAY! (7hrs outside of lessons)

N I'm Excited tt i'll(most likely) be going to the same fac as my FRENS Hoi and Qh n I'm sure I'll see many more familiar faces in NUS ARTS and Anw all my frens from the East will have to come to the WEST AHAHHA and maybe they can come n SLeepover at my place!! HAHA.

Ok now coming back to things which are gonna be more recent.. I have 3 more wks till the end of my contract with ASTAR and i DUNNO WAD TO DO AFTER THAT.

I dun even noe if i shud leave by then... after all I have ONE other Temp fren in ASTAR n I'm used to the work n environment there N i get to surf net n shake legs in air con room during boring dayss n I dunno wad im gonna do if i find another job elsewhere O.o
I'm most afraid of having no frens.. seriously... even if the workplace stinks and the work stinks and the food places ard there stinks.. I think i can get by as long as I have Frens!
Conversely if the job is good and the environment is good and the food is good but i have no frens.. I think i wun survive a month! I think the ppl matters ALOT. The Perm staff in Astar are nice... but they are ADULTS and they have their own Adult frens alr.. so it hard to mix with them. Haha so now me and Seri are lk each other's onli frens in ASTAR! If she dun go work I wudnt go either!! N vice versa! One day I went to work late.. and she called me afraid tt i wasn't going to work! Hahaha! She said she'd Kill me if i din't give her advance notice tt i wasnt going to work. And seriously i wud have too if she did the same to me! HAHA. I dun wanna da bao food and eat in front of my comp at the desk for lunch..>.< *shudders*


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