I tot i'd get back into mugging mode after a short while but looks like.. I'm not! Wonder why i feel so free n easy wen i have two papers left! I think I'm quite ok with the subjects already but STILL~ i can work even HARDER to ensure I get an A but i'm totally not doing it -.-
I'm super.. lackadaisical..just do the minumum studying i can then OK LA sui bian la can alr >.< Rawwwrrr..!
Anyway since i cant study i shall blog about my random thoughts haha.
Some time ago my dad made us watch this christian video and I was quite inspired and comforted by something the speaker said.. which is that God gives us everything we need.
Think everyone of us has zi bei thoughts.. me included.. ahaha. I always end up thinking why i'm not born good enough... why not prettier.. smarter... better.. less blurrr.... more talented.. blablabla.. and then we compare ourselves with others... other people so pretty and smart.. and then I'm like................. CUIIII hahaha
Then I will think of what the speaker said - that God gives us everything we need.
God made me like that because that's all I need. I don't need to be any prettier, smarter or whatever to be happier. I don't need to be born any better to have people who appreciate and like me.
Contentment is the key(:
And I guess it's true. How can i complain about my life right now? I feel happy and blessed with everything and every person that God has placed in my life to brighten my day(: People who appreciate me for who I am in all my imperfectness.. (yea go ahead and laugh that i'm blur n short! and at my moles too!) and see qualities in me that.. i wouldn't even consider as qualities? Hahaha
Although I think I'll still never feel quite good enough about myself I think I'd suffice with being happy with my lot. Not chio nvm.. at least.. not uber uglyyy! Not smart nvm.. at least I got into NUS new media!!
So easily contented.. no wonder I dont study hard enuf!! Get B nevermind.. at least never get C can alr!!
Wonder if this is a good mentality or not... HAHAH..
I tot i'd get back into mugging mode after a short while but looks like.. I'm not! Wonder why i feel so free n easy wen i have two papers left! I think I'm quite ok with the subjects already but STILL~ i can work even HARDER to ensure I get an A but i'm totally not doing it -.-
I'm super.. lackadaisical..just do the minumum studying i can then OK LA sui bian la can alr >.< Rawwwrrr..!
Anyway since i cant study i shall blog about my random thoughts haha.
Some time ago my dad made us watch this christian video and I was quite inspired and comforted by something the speaker said.. which is that God gives us everything we need.
Think everyone of us has zi bei thoughts.. me included.. ahaha. I always end up thinking why i'm not born good enough... why not prettier.. smarter... better.. less blurrr.... more talented.. blablabla.. and then we compare ourselves with others... other people so pretty and smart.. and then I'm like................. CUIIII hahaha
Then I will think of what the speaker said - that God gives us everything we need.
God made me like that because that's all I need. I don't need to be any prettier, smarter or whatever to be happier. I don't need to be born any better to have people who appreciate and like me.
Contentment is the key(:
And I guess it's true. How can i complain about my life right now? I feel happy and blessed with everything and every person that God has placed in my life to brighten my day(: People who appreciate me for who I am in all my imperfectness.. (yea go ahead and laugh that i'm blur n short! and at my moles too!) and see qualities in me that.. i wouldn't even consider as qualities? Hahaha
Although I think I'll still never feel quite good enough about myself I think I'd suffice with being happy with my lot. Not chio nvm.. at least.. not uber uglyyy! Not smart nvm.. at least I got into NUS new media!!
So easily contented.. no wonder I dont study hard enuf!! Get B nevermind.. at least never get C can alr!!
Wonder if this is a good mentality or not... HAHAH..
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