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Sunday, December 13, 2009


i'm tired. OKAY?



I'm sick n tired of having to balance everyone's expectations of me.

I'm already trying my best to balance things n spend time w everyone but seriously theres only ONE OF ME n theres only so much i can do.

I like to go out.. i like to spend time w ppl but seriously I'm VERY TIRED ALR. There hasnt been a DAY since holidays started wen i dint go out. And i'm exhausted!!

seriously... EXHAUSTED.


I'm so exhausted i acty WISH i can just stay at home n nua for a good few days... sleep the day away...

And it's not just now that i feel like that...
I was already v tired but still i try my best to keep to plans.. holidays already n my eye rings still growing!! i'm not kidding.. you also noticed rite!



Cant u understand that it's not tt i dun wanna go out w u... its just tt i'm really exhausted from everyth and that there are just some days where i just feel like resting.. n im already trying to be v compromising by agreeing to go out even tho i reallllyyy dont feel like it. So dont blame me if i look v reluctant to go out w you... it's not that i dont want to its just tt my body tells me i wanna sleep at home and i cant help it. -.- And u dont even have any concrete plans! U jus say u wanna go out.. dunno where.. dunno wat time oso! Of cos ill be unmotivated to go out n jus laze in bed until u come up with something right!! -.-

Expecting me to spend every living breathing moment of my free time with you is jus impossible..
please understand that it's not that i dont love u.. but i do have a life other than you... n you know ive been up to my neck with activities alr n i do need a break.



In the end... i'm always blamed by other ppl for prioritizing other people wen i alr feel i'm trying my best to make everyone happy... and somehow i make everyone unhappy wen i try my best to make everyone happy


Maybe it is my fault for being unable to handle n balance time properly but really all im alr trying my best to satisfy everybody! Can u all jus stop being upset n feeling tt i haven been spending enuf time w you n appreciate the fact tt i'm alr trying my best to give u what u want even tho i'm really v tiredd n i cud do w more sleep n rest at home!
Can't you be more understanding towards me n stop thinking that i'm prioritizing someone else/reluctant to spend time w u??

wth srsly...


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