I tot i'd get back into mugging mode after a short while but looks like.. I'm not! Wonder why i feel so free n easy wen i have two papers left! I think I'm quite ok with the subjects already but STILL~ i can work even HARDER to ensure I get an A but i'm totally not doing it -.-
I'm super.. lackadaisical..just do the minumum studying i can then OK LA sui bian la can alr >.< Rawwwrrr..!
Anyway since i cant study i shall blog about my random thoughts haha.
Some time ago my dad made us watch this christian video and I was quite inspired and comforted by something the speaker said.. which is that God gives us everything we need.
Think everyone of us has zi bei thoughts.. me included.. ahaha. I always end up thinking why i'm not born good enough... why not prettier.. smarter... better.. less blurrr.... more talented.. blablabla.. and then we compare ourselves with others... other people so pretty and smart.. and then I'm like................. CUIIII hahaha
Then I will think of what the speaker said - that God gives us everything we need.
God made me like that because that's all I need. I don't need to be any prettier, smarter or whatever to be happier. I don't need to be born any better to have people who appreciate and like me.
Contentment is the key(:
And I guess it's true. How can i complain about my life right now? I feel happy and blessed with everything and every person that God has placed in my life to brighten my day(: People who appreciate me for who I am in all my imperfectness.. (yea go ahead and laugh that i'm blur n short! and at my moles too!) and see qualities in me that.. i wouldn't even consider as qualities? Hahaha
Although I think I'll still never feel quite good enough about myself I think I'd suffice with being happy with my lot. Not chio nvm.. at least.. not uber uglyyy! Not smart nvm.. at least I got into NUS new media!!
So easily contented.. no wonder I dont study hard enuf!! Get B nevermind.. at least never get C can alr!!
Wonder if this is a good mentality or not... HAHAH..
Somehow i always have miscommunications with qi! And then i get v pek chek wen he misunderstands wat i say/ reacts in the way i dont want him to react.
Actually intercultural communication is quite interesting and useful cos you can apply it into your everyday life!!
So after 1 sem of Nm2201 intercultural communications, i've concluded that I am a -high context (not explicit with my feelings in words; implied meanings and context more impt that the actual words itself) and qi is more on the opposite side which is-low context.
So right, on a few occasions when i sent him short smses he thought that I don't feel lk talking to him!! Then I'll get super pek chek cos thats TOTALLY not what i mean.. and i thought that it was very obvious through the tone of my message that I was happy to talk to him. Like.. URGGHH why can't he GET IT??
And then we dao each other for a whole afternoon after that... cos he thinks i dun wanna talk to him... and i think he's just going cranky for no reason.
HAHAH i noe it sounds lk a damn petty issue to quarrel abt LOL. But seriously I was like.. how can you equate the number of words to my feelings?? -.-
Then again i should have been more understanding... but dunno why i was feeling too exasperated to reply him nicely.. so i replied- ' ??!!! ' HAHAHA.. which.. dint help matters at all. xp
And then many a time... cos he's very low context one.. he likes to settle issues in like the most direct way.. ie. call me. I know most guys like that one.. calling is faster n direct easier to settle stuff right! But.. i reallllyyyy DONT LIKE IT. I like to have my own space to collect my emotions and thoughts and carefully think through what i'm gonna say so indirect means of communication ie. sms/msn will be better to sort things out with me, cos over the phone my whole house can hear me and I cant' control my emotions once i start talking.
Like there was one time... I... *confess* forgot to submit my assignment.. and then they warned that late submissions=zero. Then i was super scared n depressed so I smsed him... I was on the verge of crying alr.. then he call me... then I *dont really express my emotions easily and don't like ppl to know tt i'm crying* so I picked up his call and -din't say a word.
Actually I wanted to say smth but my throat was so sore from holding back tears that I couldn't utter a sound!! HAHAH. Then that kok thought smth was wrong with my phone (haii...i tot you'd know me better than that..) and then he go and call deb! So she walked out of the room and EH JIE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU.. QI's LOOKING FOR YOU!
I WAS LIKE NOOOO~~~ now everyone's gonna know what happened to me and i din't want deb to see me emoing! So i burst out crying over the phone and announced to everyone that I forgot to submit my assignment and i'm getting a zero. And then my parents were like WHAT how come can forget to submit! And then my dad was like mumblinggrumbling all the way...complain i whole day play too much blablabla which made me feel like x1000000 shittier than i was already feeling. SIGH!
HAHAH I'm not blaming you qi!! It's OK.. I still love you. HAHAH. I'm not upset already... especially since in the end.. i got 12.3/15 for the assignment!! SO SHOCKED wen i saw that mark on my gradebook!! Cos after the incident I went to plead with the lecturer and he was like so heartless say until he can't do anyth to help me and 'Carelessness already deserves penalty'. I really hope that mark on gradebook is FOR REAL. >.<
And then todayy~ I had some miscommunications with qi over sms, and then.. he..he thought that I was smsing another guy but accidentally sent to him instead!! HUMPH!!!~@!!!~!!~ How can you not trust meee~~ T_T Then he called me n was like 'Was that sms for me?' Me- Stunned O.O " Yaaaa" Qi- 'Are you sure it was for me?' Me-"Huh. YA LA. Eh i sms you.(dont want ppl to hear)' *next moment* Qi calls back- Me-' (super impatient) WHAAAT?!!' Qi- O.O Me- I TOT I JUST TOLD U I WAS GONNA SMS YOU ........... .... .. .. . Sighh.. my dear qi is really kinda paranoid! I just spent the day with youu.. why sometimes you don't have enough trust that I am true to you too? Issit cos i never do enuf to make you feel that i really love you?? tsks~ Always doubt meee... sighh! K la must be the medicine getting into your peabrain.. HAHAH i don't blame you k!
*disclaimer* In NO WAY is this blog post meant to blame my boyfriend for the miscommunications. LOLOL Just analysing things from the 'new media' perspective. xp HAHA as if. Just some random thoughts i gained after studying for new media. LOL.
Both parties are responsible la for such situations. And.... i think i better learn to adapt to him.. instead of always getting so pissed off at being misunderstood and making things worse. LOL
See see! whole day suspecting me! What don't feel like talking to you la... talking to other guys oso dun wanna tok to you la... HAI! And how can u believe that that sms was for someone else.. it's so... OBVIOUSLY FOR YOU! Sighh i where will say this kinda things to other guys -.-
K la since u so insecure, i shall announce to the whole world-
I'm supposed to be studying but realli realli no mood.. no determination.. no motivation.. no nothing =((
Den cannot go out oso.... veryvery boredd my tianss...
i cant wait for tml.. study at starbucks with qi! =D And study with HOI in sch on sat! At least i wun feel so bored wen studying! =D And cant wait to get out of this house too! I realli sooo dont like being cooped up at home.. waa its realli v boring to be at home.. n have no one to tok to n nth to do.. ok la got things to do just dont feel lk doing onli :X no wonder deb keep smsing me wen she's studying.. HAHAH
Need to get out... get some fresh air... was thinking about just walking to west mall just to get out but i dint... seems so wu liao... hahaha if only there was a nice playground with a swing nearby... or if only i lived beside i beach!! walk out of my house is the beach alr den can take a stroll~~ wah shiok.
Lucky got ppl to tok to online if not i'll DIE of boredom! Hahaha htht session with yeow an xp
Going out with her n terri after exams WHEE~~ rarrr cant wait alr laaaa... just wanna go out with frens n stuff alr....
yesyes n go out with deb too-.- Hahah im just kidding with the diao face! I promise i wun wear lk cui wen gg out with u k?? We'll make prettypretty for no good reason n strut down orchard road tgt yes?? xp i can see her nodding her head excitedly alr
HIAK HIAK
I wanna go out wanna go out wanna go out wanna go outtttt~ Anybody wanna faster book me to go out?? XD
Brochure! looks simple but u have no ideaa how much blood n sweat goes into doing smth lk this lol. I shudnt have used so many photos la killed myself editing every single one pfft. Cos you have to tone n contrast blur pictures and save in the correct size and format n stuff. And had alot of problems squeezing everyth into the page :X I cut down alot of words alr! But still not much space to put pictures..shudnt have put so many pictures.. *regret regret* Ahhhh~ sure kena mark down de.
Oh yea n guess who's on my cover page?? DEBWAHH~~
HAHAH nice ahh! XD
It's fun doing this stuff but damnnn time consuming laa. Not to mention im a noob and the softwares are not exactly very compliant... give me so many problems that irritate me. I stared at my computer screen so much i miss reading books and lecture notes. Hahaha oh well GLAD its over. BIG BURDEN off my shoulders! X)
I haven mug finish for 60% exam tml n im doing this!!
I have NO sense of time. No sense of stress man... damn relac... *slaps self*
OKok back to mugginggg~~~
I guess circumstances are always changing and people come n go in our lives..
but I really wonder what has changed cos i haven't.
Watched 2012 with Qi yst~ It is VERYYYY NICEE! Really damn nice.. initially i wasn't looking foward to watching it cos it looks so dark and depressing and i thought tt after watching the world crumble into pieces and the helpless people dying, i'd really feel like I was crumbling under the weight of my projects and exams....>.< But it was nothing like what i imagined! The graphics were Amazingg~~ The scenery was so beautiful even though the earth was going haywire!! It din't feel depressing at all watching the waves swallowing the mountains and the buildings crumbling! In fact it was beautiful and artistic.. it's because the graphics are good k not tt i'm sadistic. And watching families huddling together to face death from the impending tsunami together, was a saddening but beautiful moment. I think if such a disaster really happened and there was no escape.. nothing could be more comforting than facing it together with your loved ones.
The show also made me think about questions like what would people do if such a thing was really gonna happen? Will people save themselves at the cost of others? Who will people save? Should only those considered the 'fittest' survive? Should people have been told the truth about the apocalypse? Would you rather know when the end of the world was coming? I think I'd rather not know until maybe 1 day before it happens.. maybe just have enuf time to meet the people i love and say what I wanna say to them, maybe tell ppl the things i never dared to say so I'd die without regrets.
In the show, the governments kept it from the rest of the world cos there just wasnt enough time to build enough ships to save everybody, so only people who were considered to be able to contribute to humanity were allowed onboard. They even selected animals to be on board the ship! They could fit in so many more people in the ship but they rather save the animals! Ok maybe i'd save a few cows and pigs and chickens so there'd be smth to eat and maybe dogs cos they are cute haha but certainly not giraffes and rhinos!! They take up so much space when they could fit so many more ppl into the ship!
Ok shall stop ranting in case i giveaway the ending.. haha.
Overall the graphics were really amazing and the display of humanity in times of adversity in the show was really heartening, and I really liked this quote, '
When we stop fighting for each other, that's when we lose our humanity'.
u have no ideaaaa how LONGGG its taking me to do thisss.. *fumes*
Designing it n creating it nvm... but using dreamweaver to piece everyth together... *Pukes blood*
Piss me off mann... i feel lk im doing maths all over again! Dunno why just cant get it right.. somehow somewhere the layout will go haywire n i dunno wads wrong.. n its super hard to adjust to the way i want it.
my design is alr very minimalistic i feel... n im trying to keep things as simple as possible before i puke somemore blood but THIS is alr killing me gahhhhhh... dreamweaver is a NIGHTMARE
Some stuff i did for the projectss of the module i hattteee..
cos it makes me damn stressed out wen i'm supposed to be enjoying it..
i have to learn 3 softwaresss which i noe totally nuts abt!!
I have 2 weeks to do up a website n a brochure. Greattt.. just great...
i'm seriously dyinggg cos of lack of inspiration. n lack of skill..... u dunt noeee how much trouble i have trying to figure out the softwares with their 100493535231 tools....
n no one can save meee now!
i got zai frens but cannot ask em oso...everyones busy n stressed..
but i did get help for bothh!! hee hee if not i den dunno how to do lo!!
Currently ive no inspiration for my projects. Stuck mann.. hence the blogging =( ive been surfing ard leii.. still no inspiration... just watching the time tick away....even if got nice design its not suitable n impossible for me to execute with my.. limited... skills... er hem.. lol
As if the design isnt enuf a problem... the technical part is just as much of a KILLER.
holy cow...
The messy colourful boomz pic is my flyer..which Irving helped me heehee! I just tell him what i want.. den he super fast can do alr looo! Soooo much better than staring at my comp.. searching for unhelpful youtube videos on how to use the stupid tools to get the effect i want n fumbling ard with the tools myself -.-
The first emo pic my other fren help me..similarly i just tell him my idea then PA! PA! PA! everyth done. easy lk 123...... -.- lk turning the pic grey.. der super cool background effect n the rounded prison bars... LOL.. What will i do without em??
damn stressed. U HAVE NO IDEA HOW TIDEOUS THIS SHYT IS. n all these techy stuff is killing mee.. @.@~ i dunch noeee how to freaking use all those softwares laaa...
it's damn exasperating......
I regretted taking this modulee from the moment the sem began!!! ARGHHHH
well but its either this or 2208... another super scary design mod... but at least only need to use photoshop... i wonder which is the worse of 2 evils.. O.o
I tot i'd get back into mugging mode after a short while but looks like.. I'm not! Wonder why i feel so free n easy wen i have two papers left! I think I'm quite ok with the subjects already but STILL~ i can work even HARDER to ensure I get an A but i'm totally not doing it -.-
I'm super.. lackadaisical..just do the minumum studying i can then OK LA sui bian la can alr >.< Rawwwrrr..!
Anyway since i cant study i shall blog about my random thoughts haha.
Some time ago my dad made us watch this christian video and I was quite inspired and comforted by something the speaker said.. which is that God gives us everything we need.
Think everyone of us has zi bei thoughts.. me included.. ahaha. I always end up thinking why i'm not born good enough... why not prettier.. smarter... better.. less blurrr.... more talented.. blablabla.. and then we compare ourselves with others... other people so pretty and smart.. and then I'm like................. CUIIII hahaha
Then I will think of what the speaker said - that God gives us everything we need.
God made me like that because that's all I need. I don't need to be any prettier, smarter or whatever to be happier. I don't need to be born any better to have people who appreciate and like me.
Contentment is the key(:
And I guess it's true. How can i complain about my life right now? I feel happy and blessed with everything and every person that God has placed in my life to brighten my day(: People who appreciate me for who I am in all my imperfectness.. (yea go ahead and laugh that i'm blur n short! and at my moles too!) and see qualities in me that.. i wouldn't even consider as qualities? Hahaha
Although I think I'll still never feel quite good enough about myself I think I'd suffice with being happy with my lot. Not chio nvm.. at least.. not uber uglyyy! Not smart nvm.. at least I got into NUS new media!!
So easily contented.. no wonder I dont study hard enuf!! Get B nevermind.. at least never get C can alr!!
Wonder if this is a good mentality or not... HAHAH..
Somehow i always have miscommunications with qi! And then i get v pek chek wen he misunderstands wat i say/ reacts in the way i dont want him to react.
Actually intercultural communication is quite interesting and useful cos you can apply it into your everyday life!!
So after 1 sem of Nm2201 intercultural communications, i've concluded that I am a -high context (not explicit with my feelings in words; implied meanings and context more impt that the actual words itself) and qi is more on the opposite side which is-low context.
So right, on a few occasions when i sent him short smses he thought that I don't feel lk talking to him!! Then I'll get super pek chek cos thats TOTALLY not what i mean.. and i thought that it was very obvious through the tone of my message that I was happy to talk to him. Like.. URGGHH why can't he GET IT??
And then we dao each other for a whole afternoon after that... cos he thinks i dun wanna talk to him... and i think he's just going cranky for no reason.
HAHAH i noe it sounds lk a damn petty issue to quarrel abt LOL. But seriously I was like.. how can you equate the number of words to my feelings?? -.-
Then again i should have been more understanding... but dunno why i was feeling too exasperated to reply him nicely.. so i replied- ' ??!!! ' HAHAHA.. which.. dint help matters at all. xp
And then many a time... cos he's very low context one.. he likes to settle issues in like the most direct way.. ie. call me. I know most guys like that one.. calling is faster n direct easier to settle stuff right! But.. i reallllyyyy DONT LIKE IT. I like to have my own space to collect my emotions and thoughts and carefully think through what i'm gonna say so indirect means of communication ie. sms/msn will be better to sort things out with me, cos over the phone my whole house can hear me and I cant' control my emotions once i start talking.
Like there was one time... I... *confess* forgot to submit my assignment.. and then they warned that late submissions=zero. Then i was super scared n depressed so I smsed him... I was on the verge of crying alr.. then he call me... then I *dont really express my emotions easily and don't like ppl to know tt i'm crying* so I picked up his call and -din't say a word.
Actually I wanted to say smth but my throat was so sore from holding back tears that I couldn't utter a sound!! HAHAH. Then that kok thought smth was wrong with my phone (haii...i tot you'd know me better than that..) and then he go and call deb! So she walked out of the room and EH JIE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU.. QI's LOOKING FOR YOU!
I WAS LIKE NOOOO~~~ now everyone's gonna know what happened to me and i din't want deb to see me emoing! So i burst out crying over the phone and announced to everyone that I forgot to submit my assignment and i'm getting a zero. And then my parents were like WHAT how come can forget to submit! And then my dad was like mumblinggrumbling all the way...complain i whole day play too much blablabla which made me feel like x1000000 shittier than i was already feeling. SIGH!
HAHAH I'm not blaming you qi!! It's OK.. I still love you. HAHAH. I'm not upset already... especially since in the end.. i got 12.3/15 for the assignment!! SO SHOCKED wen i saw that mark on my gradebook!! Cos after the incident I went to plead with the lecturer and he was like so heartless say until he can't do anyth to help me and 'Carelessness already deserves penalty'. I really hope that mark on gradebook is FOR REAL. >.<
And then todayy~ I had some miscommunications with qi over sms, and then.. he..he thought that I was smsing another guy but accidentally sent to him instead!! HUMPH!!!~@!!!~!!~ How can you not trust meee~~ T_T Then he called me n was like 'Was that sms for me?' Me- Stunned O.O " Yaaaa" Qi- 'Are you sure it was for me?' Me-"Huh. YA LA. Eh i sms you.(dont want ppl to hear)' *next moment* Qi calls back- Me-' (super impatient) WHAAAT?!!' Qi- O.O Me- I TOT I JUST TOLD U I WAS GONNA SMS YOU ........... .... .. .. . Sighh.. my dear qi is really kinda paranoid! I just spent the day with youu.. why sometimes you don't have enough trust that I am true to you too? Issit cos i never do enuf to make you feel that i really love you?? tsks~ Always doubt meee... sighh! K la must be the medicine getting into your peabrain.. HAHAH i don't blame you k!
*disclaimer* In NO WAY is this blog post meant to blame my boyfriend for the miscommunications. LOLOL Just analysing things from the 'new media' perspective. xp HAHA as if. Just some random thoughts i gained after studying for new media. LOL.
Both parties are responsible la for such situations. And.... i think i better learn to adapt to him.. instead of always getting so pissed off at being misunderstood and making things worse. LOL
See see! whole day suspecting me! What don't feel like talking to you la... talking to other guys oso dun wanna tok to you la... HAI! And how can u believe that that sms was for someone else.. it's so... OBVIOUSLY FOR YOU! Sighh i where will say this kinda things to other guys -.-
K la since u so insecure, i shall announce to the whole world-
I'm supposed to be studying but realli realli no mood.. no determination.. no motivation.. no nothing =((
Den cannot go out oso.... veryvery boredd my tianss...
i cant wait for tml.. study at starbucks with qi! =D And study with HOI in sch on sat! At least i wun feel so bored wen studying! =D And cant wait to get out of this house too! I realli sooo dont like being cooped up at home.. waa its realli v boring to be at home.. n have no one to tok to n nth to do.. ok la got things to do just dont feel lk doing onli :X no wonder deb keep smsing me wen she's studying.. HAHAH
Need to get out... get some fresh air... was thinking about just walking to west mall just to get out but i dint... seems so wu liao... hahaha if only there was a nice playground with a swing nearby... or if only i lived beside i beach!! walk out of my house is the beach alr den can take a stroll~~ wah shiok.
Lucky got ppl to tok to online if not i'll DIE of boredom! Hahaha htht session with yeow an xp
Going out with her n terri after exams WHEE~~ rarrr cant wait alr laaaa... just wanna go out with frens n stuff alr....
yesyes n go out with deb too-.- Hahah im just kidding with the diao face! I promise i wun wear lk cui wen gg out with u k?? We'll make prettypretty for no good reason n strut down orchard road tgt yes?? xp i can see her nodding her head excitedly alr
HIAK HIAK
I wanna go out wanna go out wanna go out wanna go outtttt~ Anybody wanna faster book me to go out?? XD
Brochure! looks simple but u have no ideaa how much blood n sweat goes into doing smth lk this lol. I shudnt have used so many photos la killed myself editing every single one pfft. Cos you have to tone n contrast blur pictures and save in the correct size and format n stuff. And had alot of problems squeezing everyth into the page :X I cut down alot of words alr! But still not much space to put pictures..shudnt have put so many pictures.. *regret regret* Ahhhh~ sure kena mark down de.
Oh yea n guess who's on my cover page?? DEBWAHH~~
HAHAH nice ahh! XD
It's fun doing this stuff but damnnn time consuming laa. Not to mention im a noob and the softwares are not exactly very compliant... give me so many problems that irritate me. I stared at my computer screen so much i miss reading books and lecture notes. Hahaha oh well GLAD its over. BIG BURDEN off my shoulders! X)
I haven mug finish for 60% exam tml n im doing this!!
I have NO sense of time. No sense of stress man... damn relac... *slaps self*
OKok back to mugginggg~~~
I guess circumstances are always changing and people come n go in our lives..
but I really wonder what has changed cos i haven't.
Watched 2012 with Qi yst~ It is VERYYYY NICEE! Really damn nice.. initially i wasn't looking foward to watching it cos it looks so dark and depressing and i thought tt after watching the world crumble into pieces and the helpless people dying, i'd really feel like I was crumbling under the weight of my projects and exams....>.< But it was nothing like what i imagined! The graphics were Amazingg~~ The scenery was so beautiful even though the earth was going haywire!! It din't feel depressing at all watching the waves swallowing the mountains and the buildings crumbling! In fact it was beautiful and artistic.. it's because the graphics are good k not tt i'm sadistic. And watching families huddling together to face death from the impending tsunami together, was a saddening but beautiful moment. I think if such a disaster really happened and there was no escape.. nothing could be more comforting than facing it together with your loved ones.
The show also made me think about questions like what would people do if such a thing was really gonna happen? Will people save themselves at the cost of others? Who will people save? Should only those considered the 'fittest' survive? Should people have been told the truth about the apocalypse? Would you rather know when the end of the world was coming? I think I'd rather not know until maybe 1 day before it happens.. maybe just have enuf time to meet the people i love and say what I wanna say to them, maybe tell ppl the things i never dared to say so I'd die without regrets.
In the show, the governments kept it from the rest of the world cos there just wasnt enough time to build enough ships to save everybody, so only people who were considered to be able to contribute to humanity were allowed onboard. They even selected animals to be on board the ship! They could fit in so many more people in the ship but they rather save the animals! Ok maybe i'd save a few cows and pigs and chickens so there'd be smth to eat and maybe dogs cos they are cute haha but certainly not giraffes and rhinos!! They take up so much space when they could fit so many more ppl into the ship!
Ok shall stop ranting in case i giveaway the ending.. haha.
Overall the graphics were really amazing and the display of humanity in times of adversity in the show was really heartening, and I really liked this quote, '
When we stop fighting for each other, that's when we lose our humanity'.
u have no ideaaaa how LONGGG its taking me to do thisss.. *fumes*
Designing it n creating it nvm... but using dreamweaver to piece everyth together... *Pukes blood*
Piss me off mann... i feel lk im doing maths all over again! Dunno why just cant get it right.. somehow somewhere the layout will go haywire n i dunno wads wrong.. n its super hard to adjust to the way i want it.
my design is alr very minimalistic i feel... n im trying to keep things as simple as possible before i puke somemore blood but THIS is alr killing me gahhhhhh... dreamweaver is a NIGHTMARE
Some stuff i did for the projectss of the module i hattteee..
cos it makes me damn stressed out wen i'm supposed to be enjoying it..
i have to learn 3 softwaresss which i noe totally nuts abt!!
I have 2 weeks to do up a website n a brochure. Greattt.. just great...
i'm seriously dyinggg cos of lack of inspiration. n lack of skill..... u dunt noeee how much trouble i have trying to figure out the softwares with their 100493535231 tools....
n no one can save meee now!
i got zai frens but cannot ask em oso...everyones busy n stressed..
but i did get help for bothh!! hee hee if not i den dunno how to do lo!!
Currently ive no inspiration for my projects. Stuck mann.. hence the blogging =( ive been surfing ard leii.. still no inspiration... just watching the time tick away....even if got nice design its not suitable n impossible for me to execute with my.. limited... skills... er hem.. lol
As if the design isnt enuf a problem... the technical part is just as much of a KILLER.
holy cow...
The messy colourful boomz pic is my flyer..which Irving helped me heehee! I just tell him what i want.. den he super fast can do alr looo! Soooo much better than staring at my comp.. searching for unhelpful youtube videos on how to use the stupid tools to get the effect i want n fumbling ard with the tools myself -.-
The first emo pic my other fren help me..similarly i just tell him my idea then PA! PA! PA! everyth done. easy lk 123...... -.- lk turning the pic grey.. der super cool background effect n the rounded prison bars... LOL.. What will i do without em??
damn stressed. U HAVE NO IDEA HOW TIDEOUS THIS SHYT IS. n all these techy stuff is killing mee.. @.@~ i dunch noeee how to freaking use all those softwares laaa...
it's damn exasperating......
I regretted taking this modulee from the moment the sem began!!! ARGHHHH
well but its either this or 2208... another super scary design mod... but at least only need to use photoshop... i wonder which is the worse of 2 evils.. O.o
I saysay only horr!!~ (Ziqi wo shi ai ni de! dont kill me.. xp) hahahaha
See see! whole day suspecting me! What don't feel like talking to you la... talking to other guys oso dun wanna tok to you la... HAI! And how can u believe that that sms was for someone else.. it's so... OBVIOUSLY FOR YOU! Sighh i where will say this kinda things to other guys -.-
Brochure! looks simple but u have no ideaa how much blood n sweat goes into doing smth lk this lol. I shudnt have used so many photos la killed myself editing every single one pfft. Cos you have to tone n contrast blur pictures and save in the correct size and format n stuff. And had alot of problems squeezing everyth into the page :X I cut down alot of words alr! But still not much space to put pictures..shudnt have put so many pictures.. *regret regret* Ahhhh~ sure kena mark down de. 
Watched 2012 with Qi yst~
